03.02.25

I'm so upset with myself for going against my morals and sense of judgement for

people who used me and trampled all over me. People who said they were my friends

just to discard of me as soon as I stopped being useful to them. It makes me want

to disappear. Even though I put myself in these situations for survival and when I

was younger, out of loneliness, I'm never doing that to myself ever again.